The purpose of this blog is to document my lifetime struggle of navigating through a series of unfortunate events, and then utilize said blog to begin writing a book…
As far as who HOT MESS is, well, I really don’t fucking know anymore… A year ago I was a computer programmer obsessed with my career and could not believe people were paying me to do what I loved!! I worked from home, made amazing money, life was good, the future look bright!! Today I am disabled and was forced to retire at 51 years old.
There is a whole bunch of shit before my career, in between, after and, I am fucking sure there will be more unfortunate events to blog about. If my history repeats itself, which we all know history does, I will not run out of material to blog about any time soon.
† Can’t help but feel that in this log you opened your heart. First thought: put it in a book. Then was grateful you thought so too. Until this last paragraph changed my mind: this very attachment to misfortune is the curse the gypsy woman foretold. It got so bad, you’re banking on it under copyright!?! Yet, your log bursts with the power to get out of this vertiginous pit. From here it’s your choice: you can follow the way out every moment of your life NO MATTER WHAT: follow the footprints of the One who answered your Prayers for Addy. He Wants you to write your Book of Life. Many are waiting to read it †
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Wow. I feel the power in your words, follow the footprints of the One who answered our Prayers for Addy and write my book of life. I just need to get my footing right now, still feel wobbly. Thank you!
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Hi thank you for passing by on my post of ‘another girl just you and me’. I feel we have bunch of stuff to share and we are similar at releasing pain by writing. So that’s what books and blogging are for 🙂 You are more than welcome …feel free to open your heart and take a very good care of you. We are building a community, or… are we? cheers xx
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Thank you so much, i have been feeling so alone.
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